I'm am SO sorry! !_! I cleared my updates, as I had 119 things....and I've been avoiding this site out of trepidation for having to look at everything (so overwhelming !_!) and college was so stressful....and summer's not much better as I seem to have fallen into a form of clinical depression My brother's geting married soon, so that'll be a mood booster...but for the moment, anything goes with my mood swinging at odd angles daily I'll try to upload something artsy sometime soon....and try to keep on top of my watch a little better....